Sunday, March 6
heya sweeties. been so busy! got home at midnight last night. or this morning. whichever is applicable. talentime was fine, more like a chinese pop concert.. -shrugs- might as well just used to oh-so-cheena hc huh, since i plan to stay on. went to kap with a few classmates after that. i'm trying to be more sociable, maybe things will get better soon.. everything was fine until the rv ah-lian lookalike told me a senior said i look filipino. i am lost for words. except maybe.. not again?!?! yeah. turns out my classmate's half korean! isn't that cool? he can speak korean.. the girls say he looks korean, but since the only korean i ever took notice of is won bin, i can't tell.. leaving for the r&j play in a bit. not a
scrap of hwk done. i must be suicidal. out all weekend with a ton of hwk. my infamous 2000 word siam essay, and a few units of econs tys. yet here i am going off for some play. i know it sounds arty farty, but i
do take arts and maybe that's who i really am? i don't know. i used to be interested in science. but maybe that was just my upbringing.. my parents' interests rubbing off on me. maybe deep inside this is who i really am. but everyone says it's strange for me as a triple science single humance student to be doing arts. especially as my sciences were distinctions. i don't know. my chinese tutor can't get over my results. i've been failing chinese and she thought it's the same for all my subjects.. her exact words [as translated in english] are: 'but all you ever do is listen to music, sleep and have headaches! you never study! i can't believe you did better than genevieve!' when i told my mum she laughed and laughed and said it's pretty accurate, the slacking and headaches bit. sigh. urgh. speaking of the devil. my mum just called and told me to tidy my room. everyone, biggg sigh please!
i'm thinking about someone.. as usual. i had such a scare on friday when she didn't come to school and su min told me she overheard her talking about rj. arghhh. i was totally freaking out. really. no eyecandy, no distractions.. a horrible friday except i had no aocl class so i dropped by st marg's before dinner. then last night i heard she wants to stay, but isn't sure she can. wahaha. okay now
i'm scared. we got the same points. if she can't stay, i can't. maybe we'll go to nj together? ah hahaha. dream on. she can deduct 4 bonus points if she passes hcl. don't know about that. but i have only 2 outside of hc and sa. bleaugh. i kinda want to stay? it's convenient. cheena, yes, but which school isn't nowadays? i suspect some st marg's girls speak chinese or at least cheena singlish nowadays! tskkk. i'm an english-tea elitist, so what?
kinda excited about r&j =D it's an open air standing kinda play, to create a victorian atmosphere. which is fine except this is sunny and drippy singapore.. and i'm a lazy bum with a migraine starting already and my hwk hanging over my head.
it must've been love.
3:40 pm
xoxo
